"Happy New Year 2012"

Through the hard times, you understood, 

And without you there, I never could 

have coped with my problems on my own, 

The years have gone by so fast, 

The memories I have will last, 

Inside my heart forever now... 

And friends come and go, 

But people like you are hard to find, 

And time just goes to show, 

I wouldn't change a thing... 

Another year has come around, 

And I'm so lucky that I ever found you, 

Thank you, thank you, thank you baby, 

And everyone that I've every known, 

Cannot compare to the love that you've shown, 

Thank you, thank you, thank you, love...

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012, FRIENDS

WISH U A HAPPY, HEALTHY & SAFE NEW YEAR

GOD BLESS US ALL

"All That We Can Be'

You are something else
I have to survive
That is why I say
With tears in my eyes

I wish I never opened up my heart
I didn’t mean to love you baby
I wish I never let it get this far
I didn’t mean to love you baby
If I could have a single wish
I’d turn back time
I didn’t mean to make you
Mine - nina

It’s night again. I never really liked sleeping. Probably because every time I close my eyes, I see you, I always think and dream of you.  And sometimes I hope I never met you so I wouldn’t have fallen for you and I wouldn’t have to struggle with my feelings because I know it’s impossible. i can’t have you, and i know that and right now i don’t know what to do. Should I just keep distance and try to forget you?

So maybe yeah, i should stop this feeling. its not the easiest thing to do but if one day I’ll avoid you and be gone. It’s not because you’ve done something wrong and I hate you but because I’m afraid to love and be hurt again by somebody who cant love me back.

after all, we’re friends right. and maybe thats all that we can be.

"Thank God I Found The Good In Good Bye"

There was a time

I thought, that you did everything right

No lies, no wrong

Boy I, must’ve been outta my mind

So when I think of the time that I almost loved you

You showed your ass and I saw the real you

Thank God you blew it

Thank God I dodged the bullet

I’m so over you

So baby good lookin’ out

I used to want you so bad

I’m so through with that

Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had

Oh you turned out to be the best thing I never had

Oh I will never be the best thing you never had

Oh baby, I bet it sucks to be you right now

-“Best Thing I Never Had” Beyonce Knowles

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If I could give you one thing in life,

I would give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes,

only then would you realize how special you are to me

“I cannot move forward if i continue to hold on to what’s behind me. It’s time to let go so that I will have both hands open to grab a hold of the future.”
 

‘Cause you know what? Tragedies happen. What are you gonna do? Give up? Quit? No. I realize now that when your heart breaks, you gotta fight like hell to make sure you’re still alive. Because you are… and that pain you feel, it’s life.

“there are some mornings when I cry and cry and mourn for myself. Some mornings, I’m so angry and bitter. But it doesn’t last too long. Then I get up and say, ‘I want to live.’ “

                                                                                

"She Will Be Just Fine When U Leave Her...Don't Worry.."

She moved on.

and I feel sorry for you because she thought you were the most amazing man ever. if she could have any guy in the world, she would have picked you above the others. she thought you were different. she was wrong.

you’re just another guy to her now. though she still think about you, misses you, dream about you, and still want you. but sooner she will find her way, it will take time but she’ll fine. she’ll be happy without you.

"I Love You ... Even You Are So Far Away...You Still Make Me Smile"

 Dedicated To You......

dear you,

     thank you for making me smile today. you never know how much a simple message can turn my whole day into a beautiful smile. thank you for the encouraging words, for your kindness, for the silly and fun talk, for the friendship, and for everything and most of all for just being you. you never know how much you inspires me, and i want you to know that you’re the reason im smiling alot lately. thank you. smile.


“It’s amazing how all this can be happening. I mean, my whole life is falling apart and yet, every time I talk to him, I stop feeling sorry for myself, and I begin to smile. He always has that effect over me.”

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